Gonna meet Huiting soon, shall update again when i'm back.
This year's birthday was the worse one ever. I swear. Why must you leave on my birthday? Do you know that i'm like, damn suay? Zz. You made me cry like one bloody kid just now when you leave. You didn't know, cuz I closed my door. I'll never forget today. Gonna miz you much. Text me when you're home alr okay? I just text you, and the way you replied made me tear again. Yes, you must be thinking that i'm crazy or whatsoever. Trust me, you're the best one ever. Come back if you want, I seriously don't mind and i'll be waiting. I'm sure everyone will be waiting for you too. Remember to listen to the cd I burnt for you. All your favourite songs inside. Currently listening to the songs that reminds me of you. And from now onwards, everyday, i'll see the pix we took in my phone. I guess you're @ the airport now. I wondered if you cried just now. Even if you didn't, i'm sure you held back your tears. Always remember the times we had together okay? Laughters, jokes etc. Now whenever i'm back home from school, I always do shout out your name. Now, idk. I promise I wont be used to it for months. Text me asap k. Now I know how much I will miz you after you've been with me for years. I know you will too, it's for sure. Still gonna think of you everyday. Whenever I see NicholasY, i'll think of you, or maybe even see you in my imagination. Pictures we took tgt, i'll keep them forever. Memories, stuck in our hearts for a lifetime. Nothing could ever explained what had happened earlier. Seriously, must you leave today? On CELINE YOW'S BIRTHDAY? I really cried like no one's business just now. You couldn't even celebrate my bday with me, that was the worst. It was only ytd @ my grandma's place that you sang me the bday song. I held back my tears. Actually wanted to hug you, but fail. I will never ever forget the times we had together, whether is it good or bad. I know you'll never be by my side alr since you left just now. Thanks for texting me and wishing me Happy Birthday. You said, "Happy birthday. My dear girl, have a good time on your birthday. Be a good girl okay. I'll msg you when I reach home. Bye, i'm going to miz you.." I'll keep that msg forever, I swear. I'm gonna see your text everyday from now on, including your pix. I may not be able to have a good time alr after you left. Maybe I shouldn't be shouting out your name to open the door for me when i'm home. I assure you, this is going to take months for me to be used to it. I'm not used to not having you. I hate this feeling i'm having now. I'll remember every moment I spent with you. I guess everything has stopped already. Typing this post now, crying @ the comp. God bless you always and I love you.
