Band today as usual. Shag ttm. Mac with Sean, Eugene, Azwan, Jm and Jj.
Sigh, idk what to do already. So damn tired already. When I say tired, it isn't like not having enough sleep or went out for the whole day. It's like, REALLY tired of everything. I wanna give up already sial. But idk why I just cant bring myself to. So sick and tired of everything. I just hope time will quickly heal me or some miracles will just occur. Please, can some miracles just happen now :( Been keeping everything to myself, suffocating already. I just cant tell anyone what's the problem w me. Shag, I swear. Hope things will change for the better. 11:11, c'mon, make it come true. Celine Jangz is really tired already. I can just be dead drunk now, or even drop dead. Don't gimme false hopes. I'm prepared. I'm just waiting for everything to be back to square1. I want things to be back like the past. God, please help... am waiting~ :(
