No pix currently. Making my blog look sooo dead. But soon, maybe yeap! Band tomorrow. So fucking shag these few days. I bet I didn't have enough sleep man. yawns. Should have just end my life so that I don't have to think of anything. Eh, when someone dies, they're still able to think right? -.- meaningless. Yea, should be dead drunk. Confirm wont be able to think of anything.
I waited for soooooo long. What the hell did I get back in return? piece of shit! Fked up sial. I cant stand it already. You guys must be thinking that i'm crazy. C'mon la, i'm upset can or not? I hate life without you k. Seems so shitty to me. Sigh. When will my wish come true? 11:11! You're my only hope now. Unless I see a shooting star, i'll make my wish too. But til now, it didn't come true. Yes, fked up again. Enough of everything alr. How long more am I going to wait? I've waited far too long already but I'm still holding on. You know why? Because I love you. If you guys dk who I'm referring to, then okay, u dont have to know. If you all are just going to guess of some random persons that come to your mind, whatever. That's what you think, but you never know what I'm thinking. Don't know who i'm referring to, then shut up. I will thank you for that. Please don't think that you know who I'm referring to when actually you don't. Alright, yes, h.e.a.r.t.b.r.o.k.e.n. I will wait, really. I swear. Til the day my feeling for you fade, I wont give up. I gave you my heart, you just didn't care or something? I don't know what you're thinking. Maybe you're scared that I don't care bout you when actually I really do. I really do. Til today, only 2 guys know how I really really feel. For others, i'm sorry. I'm not going to tell anyone. Just stay by my side, I will be happy with you guys around. Friends forever. And for you.. yes you, I love you. Maybe you think that I don't bother you, or I hate you or something. Well, that's what you think. Please dont predict. Even I myself is trying to not predict. Everytime I see you, wild thoughts will just run through my mind. And I tell myself, "its just my thoughts. Its not true." I dream of you like almost everyday. yes, I dont have the guts to say everything out to you. I just wanna wait for you to send a message. I've no motivations already without you. Seriously. Whatever I do, it's for you. I will be happy with you. I promise. Though I don't believe in forever, but just love me day by day. I will be happy. I really will! Only when you're around. All I want you to know is, dont ever predict. Doesn't mean that when I don't talk to you, means I dislike you. It isn't that. I don't know what's on your mind. Just send me a text and tell me your thoughts okay? I will be there. You're not alone, I am here with you. I will tell you mine. serious. I love you so much.
