Met Sharfana, Benedict and Afif. Headed to school straight. Band as usual. Time seemed to pass so slow today. Superstar with Chinyi and Qingyew. Mac to find Zonghong, Wanting and Azwan. Saw Daniel, Benedict and Li hong. Went to order some food with Zonghong. Like funny only. Trained back with Azwan after that.
There's only the piano left to stand here with me
the marriage between us that I've always dreamt of
has become the tune of someone walking down the aisle alone
In this love tug-of-war, to love me or to love you
You chose yourself
Poutingly, cutely, girlishly, loving to cry
all the photos contain memories that you like
Til day I'm still at the starting point,
but you have already walked back into your memories
You said I love you too much,
so much that's drowning you
You're scared that happiness will ebb after only a second
Breaking up is a form of relief,
it allows you to think through carefully
Can you give me the life that I want?
You said I gave you too much,
that you couldn't give me anything
Can't tell between fervour, promises, eternity and temptation
Love is like a wound,
let's endure the pain ourselves
What is my final act of gentleness
is because I love you too much
The marriage between us has been silenced in my night-long dream
I know that mutual love is not easy from the start
Love is just not one plus one
you won't always get results even if you work hard
The tears on my cheeks are still warm,
yet there's no one holding my hand
